Awkward.

So... I'm not sure if we are doing blogs this week because it wasn't mentioned at all...
But either way... After a semester of writing blogs I have concluded I DO NOT like it.  It's weird... and honestly a waste of time... If you want to write a blog then do it on tumblr.
No one is telling a story, we just talk about random stuff every week. Stuff that won't matter in two weeks, or even feelings that we won't have in a matter of days.  Blogs should be an option this semester or actually make us have a theme. Maybe we should all make new blogs and keep them anonymous so we can speak more freely.  I guess to sum up what I'm saying is why do we have blogs.... we literally don't do anything with them except blog.  Nothing more.  Well yes it is a blog... you are suppose to blog.  But since this is mandatory for school I just feel like they should be a bigger part of something.
And no offense but how do you expect us to update our blogs when our class blog is failing to be updated.  Yes I know you have other work to do but so do we.
Just consider us stopping blogs, or at least try to make a point to them because I hate the feeling of working on something that feels like it is going no where.

Nothing I want To Say.

There is nothing I want to say.  Nothing I really want to do.  I just want to hide from the world for a week. I'm sick of people, sick of my job, sick of school, sick or rules, sick of laws, sick of my family, sick of society, sick of homework, sick of religion, sick of the government, sick of animal abuse, sick of war, sick of money, sick of food, sick of endless hours, sick of Earth, sick of everyday, sick of writing, sick of sleeping, sick of being dependent, sick of being nice, sick of laying awake at night, sick of exams, sick of people testing my abilities, sick of growing up, sick of missing my past, sick of thinking of the future, sick of being single, sick of feeling alone, sick of being vegetarian, sick of the thought of eating meat, sick of my head, sick of my heart, sick of being confused, sick of not understanding, sick of living here, sick of the cold, sick of Christmas lights, sick of my clothes, sick of looking like an idiot, sick of people touching me, sick of famous people, sick of feeling upset, sick of fighting, sick of waiting, sick of being uncomfortable, sick of time, sick of my glasses, sick of my contacts, sick of socks, sick of shoes, sick of phones, sick of cravings, sick of cars, sick of my bed, sick of my house, sick of tea, sick of hot chocolate, sick of my favorite foods, sick of being specific, sick of pain, sick of shaking, sick of the dark, sick of the light, sick of books, sick of history, sick of math, sick of not having a lunch period, sick of salt, sick of fat food, sick of using so many tissues my nose hurts, sick of lying, sick of dying, sick of hiding, sick of being restricted, sick of sounds, sick of head aches, sick of stomach aches, sick of my body hurting, sick of staring at this computer screen, sick of being tired, sick of being lazy, sick of power, sick of reality, sick of memories, sick of forgetting, sick of words, sick of getting older, sick of you, sick of being sick.

I don't pledge allegiance.

Every morning we are told to pledge allegiance to a country under god.  Children say it, it sinks into their head that America is the best and that god is watching over us and will help us succeed.  Teaching us to say the pledge  is like preaching religion in school.  It is wrong.  How would you feel if before we could eat in the cafeteria we would all say a prayer of grace.  Of course no one would double think it because we have been taught to do this since we were young. It almost seems like a form a brainwash.  And and easy one to do.

"I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United states of America,

and to all the republic for which it stands, one nation, under God,

 indivisible with liberty and justice for all." 

Liberty and justice is severed to all. Is that really true? 

Paul R. Allen ,a rich white man who was the CEO of Alexandria, Va., one of the nation's largest privately held mortgage lenders was given a 40- month sentence after stealing $3 billion dollars from clients. Meanwhile in Shreveport, Louisiana a homeless black man robbed a bank for $100 dollars to get food.  The next day this homeless man, Roy Brown, returned the money because he was ashamed of himself.  Roy was given a 15-year sentence. Does that seem fair to you?

Under god. A rough 90% of Americans believe in god. http://www.census.gov/main/www/popclock.html says that at 7:00 pm on December 12, 2011 312,725,492 people live in the United States. That means 31,272,549 people don't believe in god.  Does that mean those people don't matter? 10% of a big number is still a big number.

The pledge should go...

"I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United Corporations of America,

and to the republic for which is sleeps, one nation under fear,

divisible, with poverty and injustice for all."

American Censorship Act

The American Censorship Act is infringing on our rights.  The Government is corrupted and this should clearly show it.  They want to take away our freedom of speech.  Today Congress met discussing this new act.  If this passes websites like Facebook, Tumblr, Twitter,  and any other website that lets you post what you want including Blogger (Without Blogger how am I suppose to become a famous blogger?).  Not only do they plan on getting rid of these sites or censoring them but If  you post anything that isn't original to you the government can fine you for $2,500 and 5 years in jail. They can do this to you fr simply making your status song lyrics.    It is hard to explain but this video does it very well.  PLEASE watch it! http://americancensorship.org/  You must scroll down a bit.

Secession Of The Confederates.

This might just be a fairy tale but once upon a time Great Britain had some colonies that wanted to be independent from their king.  They had to fight for their right to be a country.  After a long and harsh battle the colonies had succeeded and formed together to make a more powerful union.  The United States of America. Oh wait, that's not a fairy tale it's history. I don't understand.  If the Confederates want to be independent, as the colonies once wanted to be independent from Great Britain, why not let them?  Why can't the United States let the Confederates leave. This might be me being  "old stubborn me" but why not?  The United States only fight with them.  Disagree with their views.  The United States would be stronger without them because then we wouldn't be fighting ourselves.

Abraham Lincoln (The most over-rated president ever) is to narrow minded. "Oh no no no according the the Constitution the Confederates are still apart of the United States".  Last time I checked the Constitution was a silly piece of paper binding millions of people to laws signed by thirty nine people. The Constitution is an ambigram, an object that when you look at it from one side you see something different then looking at it from another angle. (Try it out yourself with your name at http://www.flipscript.com/ambigram-maker.aspx ) The people read it one way and the government reads it another way.  I'm saying the people of the United States aren't actually free. It is just a cover up to make us look perfect when really we are not.  In consequence of the Constitution we have given up our right to be free just by being born on United States soil.

I'm not saying that slavery is right because it isn't.  I'm not supporting the decision of leaving the United States because of a newly elected president that wants to stop the spread of slavery.  I'm just saying everyone deserves a chance to be free and a chance to change.  If the Confederates were still a threat to the United States after they became their own country then we can deal with them without actually hitting ourselves twice as hard if we were still combined.

I wish Lincoln was alive today so that I could possibly understand his point of view.

Ever Had...?

Ever had a horrible horrible horrible week. A week were everyday kinda really sucked.
Monday- It was Monday.
Tuesday- It was cold. My parents decided I needed to get my blood drawn again.  I forgot my backpack at my house.  I hit my head on my car while getting out of the car.  I spilled water all over my pants.  My car doors stopped locking again so we had to take it in (AGAIN).
Wednesday-  I woke up at 9:00.  Which means I failed to pick up Jordyn, which I feel terrible for. Then after that my entire day just sucked major @$$.
Thursday-  I worked after school.  Every time I work at Jewel I hate it a bit more.
Friday-  It is Friday and I have had enough.

It has just been a rough week.  Hopefully things will turn around though.  I wish life could be as smooth as a pancake.  Looks like it is gonna have as many deep wholes as a waffle.  I'm looking forward to the better days :)

Overwhelming

This History Fair thing is so much.  I don't understand it, or the point of it.  I can't think of a subject that relates to Chicago that I want to do.  Honestly I won't do anything I don't want to do.  Blah blah blah "sometimes in life you have to do things you don't want to do"  said Mr derpty derp.  Money also doesn't make you happy (sarcasm).  Can't I just research something I want to? Even though it is not related to Chicagos history?  I can present it to the class instead of at history fair.  Or I can sneak into history fair and then they can just kick me out once they notice me.  Whatever makes you more happy.  Nothing in Chicago interrests me except for the art/architecture but when I search that I get like 30 documents.  I would be better off on google. 
Maybe instead of going to this History fair thing we could have our own at GCHS.  It could be "GCHS's World Hisotry Fair".  Then I can, and other people can, research a topic that actualy intrests them!  For example I want to do the history of Origami.  If I was aloud to do that I can 100% gurantee that my project would be jaw dropping.
Let's be honest.  Chicago is only known as the windy city with great pizza. Maybe that is my problem.  That is all I see in Chicago.  There is nothing there that you MUST see before you die or you never lived.  Chicago is just plain old boring Chicago.