Nothing I want To Say.

There is nothing I want to say.  Nothing I really want to do.  I just want to hide from the world for a week. I'm sick of people, sick of my job, sick of school, sick or rules, sick of laws, sick of my family, sick of society, sick of homework, sick of religion, sick of the government, sick of animal abuse, sick of war, sick of money, sick of food, sick of endless hours, sick of Earth, sick of everyday, sick of writing, sick of sleeping, sick of being dependent, sick of being nice, sick of laying awake at night, sick of exams, sick of people testing my abilities, sick of growing up, sick of missing my past, sick of thinking of the future, sick of being single, sick of feeling alone, sick of being vegetarian, sick of the thought of eating meat, sick of my head, sick of my heart, sick of being confused, sick of not understanding, sick of living here, sick of the cold, sick of Christmas lights, sick of my clothes, sick of looking like an idiot, sick of people touching me, sick of famous people, sick of feeling upset, sick of fighting, sick of waiting, sick of being uncomfortable, sick of time, sick of my glasses, sick of my contacts, sick of socks, sick of shoes, sick of phones, sick of cravings, sick of cars, sick of my bed, sick of my house, sick of tea, sick of hot chocolate, sick of my favorite foods, sick of being specific, sick of pain, sick of shaking, sick of the dark, sick of the light, sick of books, sick of history, sick of math, sick of not having a lunch period, sick of salt, sick of fat food, sick of using so many tissues my nose hurts, sick of lying, sick of dying, sick of hiding, sick of being restricted, sick of sounds, sick of head aches, sick of stomach aches, sick of my body hurting, sick of staring at this computer screen, sick of being tired, sick of being lazy, sick of power, sick of reality, sick of memories, sick of forgetting, sick of words, sick of getting older, sick of you, sick of being sick.

I don't pledge allegiance.

Every morning we are told to pledge allegiance to a country under god.  Children say it, it sinks into their head that America is the best and that god is watching over us and will help us succeed.  Teaching us to say the pledge  is like preaching religion in school.  It is wrong.  How would you feel if before we could eat in the cafeteria we would all say a prayer of grace.  Of course no one would double think it because we have been taught to do this since we were young. It almost seems like a form a brainwash.  And and easy one to do.

"I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United states of America,

and to all the republic for which it stands, one nation, under God,

 indivisible with liberty and justice for all." 

Liberty and justice is severed to all. Is that really true? 

Paul R. Allen ,a rich white man who was the CEO of Alexandria, Va., one of the nation's largest privately held mortgage lenders was given a 40- month sentence after stealing $3 billion dollars from clients. Meanwhile in Shreveport, Louisiana a homeless black man robbed a bank for $100 dollars to get food.  The next day this homeless man, Roy Brown, returned the money because he was ashamed of himself.  Roy was given a 15-year sentence. Does that seem fair to you?

Under god. A rough 90% of Americans believe in god. http://www.census.gov/main/www/popclock.html says that at 7:00 pm on December 12, 2011 312,725,492 people live in the United States. That means 31,272,549 people don't believe in god.  Does that mean those people don't matter? 10% of a big number is still a big number.

The pledge should go...

"I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United Corporations of America,

and to the republic for which is sleeps, one nation under fear,

divisible, with poverty and injustice for all."

American Censorship Act

The American Censorship Act is infringing on our rights.  The Government is corrupted and this should clearly show it.  They want to take away our freedom of speech.  Today Congress met discussing this new act.  If this passes websites like Facebook, Tumblr, Twitter,  and any other website that lets you post what you want including Blogger (Without Blogger how am I suppose to become a famous blogger?).  Not only do they plan on getting rid of these sites or censoring them but If  you post anything that isn't original to you the government can fine you for $2,500 and 5 years in jail. They can do this to you fr simply making your status song lyrics.    It is hard to explain but this video does it very well.  PLEASE watch it! http://americancensorship.org/  You must scroll down a bit.

Secession Of The Confederates.

This might just be a fairy tale but once upon a time Great Britain had some colonies that wanted to be independent from their king.  They had to fight for their right to be a country.  After a long and harsh battle the colonies had succeeded and formed together to make a more powerful union.  The United States of America. Oh wait, that's not a fairy tale it's history. I don't understand.  If the Confederates want to be independent, as the colonies once wanted to be independent from Great Britain, why not let them?  Why can't the United States let the Confederates leave. This might be me being  "old stubborn me" but why not?  The United States only fight with them.  Disagree with their views.  The United States would be stronger without them because then we wouldn't be fighting ourselves.

Abraham Lincoln (The most over-rated president ever) is to narrow minded. "Oh no no no according the the Constitution the Confederates are still apart of the United States".  Last time I checked the Constitution was a silly piece of paper binding millions of people to laws signed by thirty nine people. The Constitution is an ambigram, an object that when you look at it from one side you see something different then looking at it from another angle. (Try it out yourself with your name at http://www.flipscript.com/ambigram-maker.aspx ) The people read it one way and the government reads it another way.  I'm saying the people of the United States aren't actually free. It is just a cover up to make us look perfect when really we are not.  In consequence of the Constitution we have given up our right to be free just by being born on United States soil.

I'm not saying that slavery is right because it isn't.  I'm not supporting the decision of leaving the United States because of a newly elected president that wants to stop the spread of slavery.  I'm just saying everyone deserves a chance to be free and a chance to change.  If the Confederates were still a threat to the United States after they became their own country then we can deal with them without actually hitting ourselves twice as hard if we were still combined.

I wish Lincoln was alive today so that I could possibly understand his point of view.

Ever Had...?

Ever had a horrible horrible horrible week. A week were everyday kinda really sucked.
Monday- It was Monday.
Tuesday- It was cold. My parents decided I needed to get my blood drawn again.  I forgot my backpack at my house.  I hit my head on my car while getting out of the car.  I spilled water all over my pants.  My car doors stopped locking again so we had to take it in (AGAIN).
Wednesday-  I woke up at 9:00.  Which means I failed to pick up Jordyn, which I feel terrible for. Then after that my entire day just sucked major @$$.
Thursday-  I worked after school.  Every time I work at Jewel I hate it a bit more.
Friday-  It is Friday and I have had enough.

It has just been a rough week.  Hopefully things will turn around though.  I wish life could be as smooth as a pancake.  Looks like it is gonna have as many deep wholes as a waffle.  I'm looking forward to the better days :)

Overwhelming

This History Fair thing is so much.  I don't understand it, or the point of it.  I can't think of a subject that relates to Chicago that I want to do.  Honestly I won't do anything I don't want to do.  Blah blah blah "sometimes in life you have to do things you don't want to do"  said Mr derpty derp.  Money also doesn't make you happy (sarcasm).  Can't I just research something I want to? Even though it is not related to Chicagos history?  I can present it to the class instead of at history fair.  Or I can sneak into history fair and then they can just kick me out once they notice me.  Whatever makes you more happy.  Nothing in Chicago interrests me except for the art/architecture but when I search that I get like 30 documents.  I would be better off on google. 
Maybe instead of going to this History fair thing we could have our own at GCHS.  It could be "GCHS's World Hisotry Fair".  Then I can, and other people can, research a topic that actualy intrests them!  For example I want to do the history of Origami.  If I was aloud to do that I can 100% gurantee that my project would be jaw dropping.
Let's be honest.  Chicago is only known as the windy city with great pizza. Maybe that is my problem.  That is all I see in Chicago.  There is nothing there that you MUST see before you die or you never lived.  Chicago is just plain old boring Chicago. 



Can anyone see my gifs from last week?

Can anyone see my gifs from last week? Just wondering...
please comment saying yes or no!
Thank you :)

I REALLY don't want to write this.

I really don't feel like writing.  The only reason I'm jotting this down is because I want points.  I do not feel like arguing   I am tired of it. I am tired in general. Exhausted.  I have nothing to say. I have nothing to be heard.  I just want to sleep in my nice warm bed.  I had a so-so weekend. I am frustrated with school.  And my head hurts.  1/4 of the school year is done.  Unfortunately there is a lot more to go through.  I'm just complaining in a general statement.
Anyways.  At least I am writing this.  I might just be rambling to get to two hundred words. 126 127 128.  I feel like I have written more. 136 137 138.  Are numbers considered words? Oh well. To http://www.javascriptkit.com/script/script2/countwords.shtml they are considered words.  And why not trust the internet. Just kidding.
Sooooo History fair huh? Fun stuff.  One quick question though.  What type of history can we do?  I know you gave us a list but that just looks devastating.  What is my range so I can pick something? So now I'm having trouble because the previous website I linked keeps saying I have 203 words BUT I deleted some things so I could have a clever ending and it didn't change. I did more then I had to. http://www.wordcounttool.com/ this says I have 230.

Gifs That Make Me Happy :)

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Hope you enjoyed! :)

So Much Inspiration, No Motivation

Please tell me your secret!  What do you use as motivation?  It seems that I'm inspired all the time but i feel like I don't have a drive to do it.  People say to create goals, that doesn't change anything for me.  Goals are like a giant to-do list and that is one thing that I don't want another of.  I need something that pushes me to actually do things.  "Sometimes in life you have to do things you don't want to do" said by some guy.  No dip! I understand that but that dumb quote doesn't spark inspiration and motivation in my heart to do whatever it is that I don't want to do.  I need a reason.

What I believe is that their is no motivation for school.  Although when you are no longer in school and you are out doing what you want to do, that is when motivation kicks in. You are doing something you love, you get to show everyone you're good at it.  You can share your passion for it.

I think passion is what I need. It seems though that passion isn't that easy to get.

Dictionary.com's definition for "passion"
http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/passion

I seem to have that anger passion part down. But that doesn't motivate me. I HATE THIS THING SOOOOO MUCH THAT I'M GOING TO COMPLETE IT SO THAT I CAN JUST SHOW HOW IT HOW MUCH I HATE IT!!!!
Yeaaaaah not likely.


So tell me your secrets.  Tell me how to get motivated, or is different for everyone?  Do I need to find it out on my own?  What is my motivation to find it? See I'm in a pickle.

All out of fury

This week I have had trouble thinking about what I wanted my blog to be about.  Usually I rage about what irritates me. This week I'm not really annoyed about anything.  Which makes me happy, but my job of becoming a "famous" blogger difficult. I guess I have to blog out of joy, unicorns, candy, cupcakes and happiness this week!
I'm glad it is fall, It is my favorite season because it's not burning hot or so freezing that my fingers off.  It is sweatshirt weather.  Which reminds me I have to go get more sweatshirts. Another thing I like about fall is the colors.  I like the various colors in the trees, it adds a joyousness to everything.  I LOVE pumpkins, I'm not sure why though. I hate the color orange but pumpkins are the exception.  Maybe it is because I like to bake the seeds in the oven with salt and pepper on them, or the lovely flavor it gives to sweets. Caramel and pecans also remind me of fall.  I think I have a major sweet tooth. :)

 Unfortunately I feel like my post is less meaningful without my burning passion of hate to fuel it.  But I'm so relaxed right now.  Careless.  So I don't really want things to change right now, other then the leaves on the trees. Happy Fall :)

Gay, Straight, Lesbian, Bisexual, Transgender, Questioning. We All Live As One.

Gay, straight, lesbian, bisexual, transgender, questioning. We all live as one.

I think it is absolutely ridiculous that someone can hate someone because of their sexuality. What gives you the right to tell someone that they aren't good enough? They are people just like you. If you are saying horrible, demeaning, homophobic things to homosexuals then you are less than a person in my mind. You are a waste of space.

One of the most common assumptions i see is "You support gay rights? ARE YOU GAY?" Let me just say this. "You support animal rights? ARE YOU ANIMAL?" Does that make more sense? You don't need to be homosexual to support gay rights just like you aren't an animal if you support animal rights.

Gay rights, or should I just say rights because they are human, just like the rest of us. This is a holocaust. People are taking the rights away from people. People are dying.

Because of bullying, homosexual teens have been committing suicide. The most recent suicide was Jamey Rodemeyer who lived in Buffalo N.Y. He was only 14 years old. He was a freshman in high school and he had been bullied since he came out. A week before he hung himself he posted on his blog "I always say how bullied I am, but no one ever listens... What do I have to do so people will listen to me?" If this isn't a cry for help I don't know what is. Why did no one help him though?  How can the world be that selfish?  I feel bad for Jamey, if he had to go through tons of crap because he was interested in men instead of women. Imagine your life being so bad that the best option you saw was to kill yourself. Before Jamey killed himself he wrote "@ladygaga by mother monster, thank you for all you have done, paws up forever"

This is Jamey Rodemeyer, he died 9.19.11

Think about what you say before you say it. Remember one word can scar someones heart for the rest of their life.

Just Great...

Ever have one of those fantastic days when everything goes right and you feel like a super star?  When you walk down the hallway you're like bitches look at this awesomeness! Well today wasn't one of those days.

Ever notice how parents only look at how bad you're doing and they don't mention the good? Or is that just mine? I'm getting a 106% at tech campus (I know pro) which counts as 3 of my grades.  But then there Is sweet ol' American Studies.  Do you know you can't drop that class? Trust me I've tried.  And I'll try again. It isn't that I don't like the teachers. Don't get me wrong they are great.  It is just that English has never been my subject.  So when I signed up for the class I was hoping my mad History skills would even out my not so fantastic English skills. Anyways I'm getting a D in the class... Maybe an F I'm not even sure what my grade is.

"Wait Joe why is your grade so low?!?!" -Mr. Guy
"Well Mr. Guy I had to write an English essay that related to my summer reading book 'The Help'. I didn't follow the guide lines, and maybe I went a little to far but I believe my essay was flawless.  Well except the fact that it wasn't on the subject, but it was on MY subject.  What matters to me, and that is all I'm concerned about." -Joe
"Well Joe did you at least get some credit for writing that flawless essay of yours?" -Mr. Guy
"Well as disappointed as I am to say, my beautiful essay did not receive a grade.  It was marked with an outstanding 0/40" -Joe

  Anyways my parents know that I'm not doing well in it.  So one more question.  When you do something wrong do your parents come up with a ridiculous reason of why you might have done it?  Mine do.  Today I had the pleasure of sitting down with my parents while they tried to find out if I was dyslexic.  I had a ton of fun.

This is what's up.  I have trouble writing on a told subject, that is why I kinda like the blogs because I can write about whatever I want to. I know I'm whining but I'm 100% sure other people can relate.  That is the point of these right?  To write something that me and other people can relate to?  That is easy for me.  Relating things to a book on the other hand?  Jump on my back and drown me in a pool... of course metaphorically speaking.  My brain goes dead when I have to do something I don't particularly want to do, it is a natural instinct.  Not a good one.  It happens though.

If you're reading this and none of this relates to you what so ever.
Then Welcome To My Life.

So Life Kinda Sucks Right Now... On The Bright Side...

As the title says. Life kinda sucks right now.  School, Parents, Work.  You can't have all three.  Everything collides! Anyways on the brighter side I'm going to be able to go to my first football game this year because Jewel isn't working me 8 hours on Friday this week.  Of course they put those hours on Wednesday so I missed Powder Puff but I guess not everything can work out.  Jewel also has me working early morning Sunday even though I requested Sunday off so I can stay out late after Homecoming... I need to find a new job.
Anyways maybe I should just work during summer.  It is really to much with school.  I'll have three nights in a row where it is impossible for me to do homework because as soon as I get home from school I go straight to work and come home at 10.  Lucky me I got off at 9:30 today.
And my parents. My parents. Don't get me started.  When I get home from school they act like I wasn't doing anything for 7 hours.  They have chores lined up for me the minute I walk into the door.  It doesn't matter If I have to work they will just stack it up for the next day.  Then they wanted me to request of all these random days of work so that I could drive my sister around since they won't be home those day.  That's just what I wanted to do.  I know my parents aren't really that bad but I am just stressed with all this stuff.

So it comes down to this.
1. Quit/take a leave from my job in till summer.
2. Kill my parents and hide them under the floor boards.
3. Stop showing up to school.
 I think we all know the answer.  Number 1.
Naturally I wouldn't thinking quitting my job is a good idea, but it is conflicting with school which determines my future. Psh life why you gotta be so wild.

I feel like I should give a shout out to my two followers.. it just feels right.
So Thank you Caitlin and Mr. Farrell.  Woot Woot! Accept for the fact Mr. Farrell HAD to follow me.  But that still deserves a shout out!

Traffic Sucks

Traffic Sucks.  I sat in it for half an hour today while eating "Wisconsin Mac N' Cheese" from Noodles Inc.  I had just gone to Michaels with Sarah and bought tie-dye Duct Tape, yarn, and tie-dye stuff ( Like the dye for shirts). We were listening to Rihanna's song "Here's To The Freakin Weekend." We started to rant about how Rihanna is a complete $&@ for messing up the song "I'm With You" by Avril Lavigne... well at least the part of the bridge.  Any way that put us on the subject about how artists these days need to be more creative.  And I'm not talking about Ke$ha's rap yodeling creative.  Last year artists remixed old songs like "Forever Young" and "Blue" by adding some crappy rap about drugs, sex, and alcohol.
When I got home with Sarah my sister was nice to me for once?  I don't know if she is feeling well but I think she ... SHE JUST THREW A BOTTLE CAP AT ME BECAUSE I WAS READING THIS OUT LOUD AND SAID THAT SHE SMELLED. I was only kidding though. Kinda.  No really. She smells fine.  Sarah has to be home in 9 minutes but she is being a rebel... And there is kinda no way I can get her home in time because I need to take my sister to Religious Education in 8 minutes. Which is like a twenty minute drive there with all this traffic.  My sister just burped... NOW THAT SMELLED! If it counts she said excuse me... although that doesn't make the smell any better.
Anyways... we have 48 days until Halloween, 103 till Christmas, 208 till Easter, and 154 till Valentine's Day. Sarah is scraping at the bottom of her soup bowl, and ranting about my horrible grammar.  I have to leave in 3 minutes... But I'm not sure if I'm close to a page yet... or what a page is considered.
Can post accumulate to over a page? Bye for now... ish.  Ummm Yeah...

I'm Sitting Next To Justin

I'm sitting next to Justin in class while writeing this blog.  Infact he is helping me write it.  Ummm yeah.