Overwhelming

This History Fair thing is so much.  I don't understand it, or the point of it.  I can't think of a subject that relates to Chicago that I want to do.  Honestly I won't do anything I don't want to do.  Blah blah blah "sometimes in life you have to do things you don't want to do"  said Mr derpty derp.  Money also doesn't make you happy (sarcasm).  Can't I just research something I want to? Even though it is not related to Chicagos history?  I can present it to the class instead of at history fair.  Or I can sneak into history fair and then they can just kick me out once they notice me.  Whatever makes you more happy.  Nothing in Chicago interrests me except for the art/architecture but when I search that I get like 30 documents.  I would be better off on google. 
Maybe instead of going to this History fair thing we could have our own at GCHS.  It could be "GCHS's World Hisotry Fair".  Then I can, and other people can, research a topic that actualy intrests them!  For example I want to do the history of Origami.  If I was aloud to do that I can 100% gurantee that my project would be jaw dropping.
Let's be honest.  Chicago is only known as the windy city with great pizza. Maybe that is my problem.  That is all I see in Chicago.  There is nothing there that you MUST see before you die or you never lived.  Chicago is just plain old boring Chicago. 



Can anyone see my gifs from last week?

Can anyone see my gifs from last week? Just wondering...
please comment saying yes or no!
Thank you :)

I REALLY don't want to write this.

I really don't feel like writing.  The only reason I'm jotting this down is because I want points.  I do not feel like arguing   I am tired of it. I am tired in general. Exhausted.  I have nothing to say. I have nothing to be heard.  I just want to sleep in my nice warm bed.  I had a so-so weekend. I am frustrated with school.  And my head hurts.  1/4 of the school year is done.  Unfortunately there is a lot more to go through.  I'm just complaining in a general statement.
Anyways.  At least I am writing this.  I might just be rambling to get to two hundred words. 126 127 128.  I feel like I have written more. 136 137 138.  Are numbers considered words? Oh well. To http://www.javascriptkit.com/script/script2/countwords.shtml they are considered words.  And why not trust the internet. Just kidding.
Sooooo History fair huh? Fun stuff.  One quick question though.  What type of history can we do?  I know you gave us a list but that just looks devastating.  What is my range so I can pick something? So now I'm having trouble because the previous website I linked keeps saying I have 203 words BUT I deleted some things so I could have a clever ending and it didn't change. I did more then I had to. http://www.wordcounttool.com/ this says I have 230.

Gifs That Make Me Happy :)

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Hope you enjoyed! :)

So Much Inspiration, No Motivation

Please tell me your secret!  What do you use as motivation?  It seems that I'm inspired all the time but i feel like I don't have a drive to do it.  People say to create goals, that doesn't change anything for me.  Goals are like a giant to-do list and that is one thing that I don't want another of.  I need something that pushes me to actually do things.  "Sometimes in life you have to do things you don't want to do" said by some guy.  No dip! I understand that but that dumb quote doesn't spark inspiration and motivation in my heart to do whatever it is that I don't want to do.  I need a reason.

What I believe is that their is no motivation for school.  Although when you are no longer in school and you are out doing what you want to do, that is when motivation kicks in. You are doing something you love, you get to show everyone you're good at it.  You can share your passion for it.

I think passion is what I need. It seems though that passion isn't that easy to get.

Dictionary.com's definition for "passion"
http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/passion

I seem to have that anger passion part down. But that doesn't motivate me. I HATE THIS THING SOOOOO MUCH THAT I'M GOING TO COMPLETE IT SO THAT I CAN JUST SHOW HOW IT HOW MUCH I HATE IT!!!!
Yeaaaaah not likely.


So tell me your secrets.  Tell me how to get motivated, or is different for everyone?  Do I need to find it out on my own?  What is my motivation to find it? See I'm in a pickle.

All out of fury

This week I have had trouble thinking about what I wanted my blog to be about.  Usually I rage about what irritates me. This week I'm not really annoyed about anything.  Which makes me happy, but my job of becoming a "famous" blogger difficult. I guess I have to blog out of joy, unicorns, candy, cupcakes and happiness this week!
I'm glad it is fall, It is my favorite season because it's not burning hot or so freezing that my fingers off.  It is sweatshirt weather.  Which reminds me I have to go get more sweatshirts. Another thing I like about fall is the colors.  I like the various colors in the trees, it adds a joyousness to everything.  I LOVE pumpkins, I'm not sure why though. I hate the color orange but pumpkins are the exception.  Maybe it is because I like to bake the seeds in the oven with salt and pepper on them, or the lovely flavor it gives to sweets. Caramel and pecans also remind me of fall.  I think I have a major sweet tooth. :)

 Unfortunately I feel like my post is less meaningful without my burning passion of hate to fuel it.  But I'm so relaxed right now.  Careless.  So I don't really want things to change right now, other then the leaves on the trees. Happy Fall :)